Sunday, November 29, 2009

Pure white light

"You know, I never could have parted with you, sweetheart, if time and space were real. Or even, for me, if they seemed real.

Sometimes I don't know how you do it.

Guess I just wanted you to know how I feel, and to remind you that they're not real.

Happily for me, darling, you are still here, and it's as if you're still gently swinging in that big, tree swing you're so fond of. Barefoot toes reaching for the sky through dappled shade one moment, then tucked beneath you the next, as I stand ever-ready to give you the occasional push, whenever you holler out, 'higher.'"

Yours,
     The Universe

i'll go as far as these crooked legs take me.

never underestimate the power of positive thinking.

If you want to take charge of your life, you will. Do whatever you need to do, don't procrastinate, don't make excuses...anyone can make babysteps. Anyone can move a mountain over time.

I'll just keep telling myself that...



 

 

Society, you're a crazy breed.
I hope you're not lonely, without me.

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

uncovering old diaries.

You kill me everyday
Hurt me over and over
Until I am falling water
Down through the sky,
Slicing it to pieces. 


I wrote that about my best friend in seventh grade.

The Purple Bottle - Animal Collective

Keep an open mind.





I've got a bigbigbigbig heartbeat, yeah
I think you are the sweetest thing
I wear a coat of feelings and they are loud
I've been having good days
Think we are the right age
To start our own peculiar ways
With good friendly homes?

You get me freaked freaked freaked on preakness
Never met a girl that likes to drink with horses
Knows her chinese ballet
Must admit you smell like fruity nuts and good grains
When you show my purple gaze
A thing or two at night.

Make me sick sick sick to kiss you and I think that I would vomit
But I'll do that on Mondays I don't have a work way
I like it when I bump you an accident's a truth gate
I'm humbled in your pretty lense
I'll hold you don't you go
Sometimes you're quiet and sometimes I'm quiet. Hallelujah!
Sometimes I'm talkative and sometimes you're not talkative, I know....

Well I'd like to spread your perfume around the old apartment
Could we live together and agree on the same wares?
A trapeze is a bird cage even if its empty and defintintely fits the room
And we would too.

And my dear dear dear khalana
I talk too much about you
Their ears are getting tired of me singing all the night through
Lets just talk together
You and me and me and you
And if theres nothing much to say
Well, silence is a bore

Sometimes you're quiet and sometimes I'm quiet, hallelujah
Sometimes I'm talkative and sometimes you're not talkative i know....
Sometimes you hear me when others they can't hear me. Hallelujah!
Sometimes I'm naked and thank god Sometimes you're naked. Well, hello.....

Can I tell you that you are the purple in me?
Can I call you just to hear you, would you care?
When I saw you put your purple finger on me
There's a feelin' in your bottle
Found your bottle, found your heart
Gives a feeling from your bottled little part

Gotta crush high
Thought I crushed all I could
Crushed all I can then I touched your hand
Crush high
Dont want it to stop
Cause stories of your brother make my crush high pop
And you couldnt really know cause its in my toes
And sometimes I wonder whered that crush high go
Crush high then I go and take some pills
Cause I cant do all of my dos and still feel ill
You get that whoooooo.


To everyone their own.

Infinitely kind. All-knowing. All-loving. Distant as the furthest mote of dust in space, yet as near as the beating of your heart. Here and there, before and after, always and forever.

And whensoever you should call unto it, it answers you by name. 


Love, you couldn't be more important.


I mean it,
    The Universe

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Lessons learned in unexpected places are often the ones you remember.

"Well, that's the end of the film. Now, here's the meaning of life: Well, it's nothing very special. Uh, try and be nice to people, avoid eating fat, read a good book every now and then, get some walking in, and try and live together in peace and harmony with people of all creeds and nations." - Monty Python

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Honey and Blood.

Starshine, moonshine
Salty and deep,
Honey and blood,
Sharp and sweet.

Dark, sleepy blue
Monsters play with my toes
Pulling me under
Painting cracks in the sky.